"We have to laugh, to look at each other; we have to laugh 'cause we're not alone"

I haven't blogged in awhile. Not that it really matters, this blog isn't the most exciting thing ever.

I got caught up in school and theater and life and I just stopped. Too much actually going on in life to have time to write about it. A lot of things have changed. My summer feels strained, but I don't want it to. I want it to be good, and bright, and fun. I think it will be, I just have to stop thinking negatively, and start thinking positively. My week looks packed with lots of activity, and I'm really happy for that. I'm looking forward to strengthening some friendships.

I want to write this summer, too. I used to write a lot, stories mostly. I haven't done that in so long, and I think late sticky sleepless summer nights will be good for that. I'm looking forward to messing up my sleeping schedule so that I can stay up really late every night. I used to hate when that happened, but now I think I'm really going to enjoy it because I'm actually going to use the time productively, instead of just lying in bed trying to sleep. Wow, it's so nice not to have to get up at six o'clock every morning for school. I love to sleep in; today (or yesterday I guess?) I slept until 12. It was so good.

I love the Lemonheads. They're so 90's and classic. Grungey and good. Do you ever feel like a band is narrating your life? That's how I feel about them right now. Maybe it's not exactly a narration, but more like a thematic parallel. I can always find something to directly connect to. I love when there's a beautiful merging of melody and lyrics to make a perfect moment in a song. I just want to soak in the beauty.

Anyway, bed time summer sleepers.